He is sensible and so incredible
And all my single friends are jealous
He says everything I need to hear and it's like
I couldn't ask for anything better
He opens up my door
and I get into his car
And he says you look beautiful tonight
And I feel perfectly fine
But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
And it's 2am and I'm cursing your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breakin' down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you
He respects my space
And never makes me wait
And he calls exactly when he says he will
He's close to my mother
Talks business with my father
He's charming and endearing
And I'm comfortable
But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
And it's 2am and I'm cursing your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breakin' down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you
He can't see the smile I'm faking
And my heart's not breaking
Cause I'm not feeling anything at all
And you were wild and crazy
Just so frustrating intoxicating
Complicated, got away by some mistake
and now I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
It's 2am and I'm cursing your name
I'm so in love that I acted insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breaking down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you oh, oh And that's the way I loved you oh, oh
Never knew I could feel that much And that's the way I loved you

Im Not Street But I Do What I Gotta Do

Soooo really.... are you that poser?! first you talked me down even though we both know all you did was so id give u a tiny bit of attention well you were WRONG in thinking i wud ever look at ur fucking face again. Seriously you wanna be the joke of town? keep going, a lot of people are laughing already(including me, im in a fit of laughter ) kid get ur own style dnt try being like someone else, the last thing i need is a ugly copy x'D

Didnt your mom teach you that being unique is being yourself? oh well apparently she didnt but even if she did why would you listen, you're a tiny spoiled brat.

Now comes the serious part, stop trying to be like me or ill fucking break your face kid... YOURE NOT ME ; YOU WILL AND CANT EVER BE ME oh nd thats right im not that big of a fuck up whore, you ruin relations, you ruin friendships, you try bringing people down, well i should warn you even after what u did you will never bring me down... watch it kid you're stepping the same ground i step everyday, im gonna make u swallow dust... you and your naive friend who tends to talk bout me in my back

POSER WHORE

It seems like the world has been falling apart

It doesnt take much when life is hard
And i've seen people suffering for less than this
But it really hurts to wait for a kiss

I've watched the stars every night

Hoping something makes it feel right

But there's no magic in this fairytale

And something tells me this plan might fail

There's no prince and princess in this story

There's kings and queens in all their glory

And there's a time when all fades to black

When every unpleasant word sounds like an attack

And after everything we've seen

We still find out that wonderland is real...

This love is bittersweet. It's always incomplete.

Right now your killing me because everything that you say, and every time that you stay, I see that now you have changed and I'm the one that you blame

When the night, turns to day I know that people change but you just stay the same.

You would swear, On your grave, That you would never become exactly what you hate...

You stand a little too tall

Say a little too much

You're gonna bite that know-it-all tongue

You tried a little too hard

Now I'm calling that bluff

Big plans are coming undone

That's just typical

You're so cynical

Couldn't have me

I didn't want you...

Have I been too busy to notest that you haven't been around

Maybe too busy to notest i've been missing your smile...

What happen to the times when we had talks till 4 am

When you told me stuff i could never forget

And I've been wondering now that i've notest you're gone

What happen to the times when we were everything to each other

when we always knew what was wrong and how to fix the little problems

And I would still trade everything i own just to see you smile

I'd do anything for you even if i had to walk a thousand miles

And i know you're life is too busy for me now

but i still hope you'll remember me somehow...

You Haven't Been Forgotten, Maybe Ignored...

Always Ace Of Spades (L)

You'll Be My Romeo, I'll Be Your Juliet...

Some things don't always go right but that was never a reason to give up nd hopefully it never will and being apart from you all these hours made me understand why i never let you go...
And ive been missing your voice, your laugh and let me tell you that ive never stopped having the butterflies you cause and you've been more than my boyfriend but also my best friend and sometimes im wrong when i say u make too many mistakes maybe im the one that makes the mistakes on trying to be too perfect when in reality i cant ever achieve that.
You turn my days into something i cant ever get sick of and to be honest ur more addictive than any drug... i might be too proud to admit i cant live without you but in fact i cant and believe me for 10 minutes i tried and failed miserably...
You make my life so much better and you make me so much happier, you're the one who turns my frown into a smile, and when im crying youre the one that makes me laugh... Im proud to have you and happy to being able to keep something so special with you like the relation we have... and we're very different indeed but you complete me something that a few years ago i never thought i'd have: my other half <3
And I've been dieing for a smile, something i hope i can have...

You'll Be My Romeo, I'll Be Your Juliet...

Epiphanies Of Life 9

So been to the cinema today with my best friend Maria and we were wondering what the fuck is up with kids who laugh at words like "penis" wtf mate i know your hormones are jumping up nd down but if ur problem is lack of sex you have good solutions for that... quit annoying people who r trying to see a romantic depressing film... assholes

Whats up with sexual orientation descrimination... just because the film talks about gay people its set to older than 16??? wtf... fucking homophobes... it leaves me seriously PISSED OFF!!! ye ye Maria i had to talk xD those bastards.

Whats up with boyfriends(and husbands) and staying in bed all day!!!!!!! get those asses up from bed nd go for a nature walk xD

Whats up with young people nd staring weirdly( yeeee Maria nd I are xenophobes we dnt like young people xD ) nd omg why was the girl in pink such a whore.... very very sad( if i were you id get a better bra LMAO)

Dont you just find adorable seeing couples that you know at ages and theyre still together nd planning to get married (: i wish you good luck Andreia nd whatever ur bf is called...

Holidays.... THE BIGGEST PROBLEM for girls... what to do!??!? three words for u all GET A JOB....(already working on it xD haha just because people from the scene are more awesome than normal people...BORING)

"I'm a Ninja Of The Dancefloor"

Epiphanies Of Nessie Volume 9

Broken Hearted By Eighteen Visions

I need a beginning again
I want to feel how I used to feel
When everything was in the palm of my hand
And you were here with me

[Chorus]
Ya know I just don't get it
Ya know I really don't get it all
That you would leave so sudden
Well did you know you would leave me all alone?
I think we've fallen apart
I don't know where I should start
You left me here to be broken hearted

Some days I wonder where I would be
Cos I don't think it was wasted time
I always thought you'd be waiting for me
And now I'm facing the world alone

[Chorus]
Ya know I just don't get it
Ya know I really don't get it all
That you would leave so sudden
Well did you know you would leave me all alone?
I think we've fallen apart
I don't know where I should start
You left me here to be broken hearted

I wonder what you are doing today
I wonder if you could've ever changed
I wonder if you still think of me, the way it was, the way that it used to be
I need a beginning again
I think we've fallen apart
I don't know where I should start
You left me here to be broken hearted...

Epiphanies Of Life 8

So two posts today, this is the first.. ye i know more epiphanies xD very very sad...

Whats up with people and following others around... seriously some people just dont need to be followed around, its actually very sad when someone that is your friend walks around with other friend but that friend is someone who steals friends away... very very sad but thats up to you girly (:

Whats up with people that are actually super super cool but act like total twats(ye i know people like that xD like loads of people but hey thats cool) but seriously stop acting like that... everyone needs to see how such a great person you actually are (Y)

Okayyyyy whats up with people and spreading rumors, so ye some actually are true but its such a ugly thing to do( ye you fucking bitch im talking bout the stuff you spread about my personal life, get a fucking life and leave mine alone) i dont enjoy having new friends asking me out of the blue things about my sexual orientation just because you spread some rumors, youre just lucky im too busy to fucking punch ur ugly face but when i have free time ill be sure to leave the mark of my fist in your fucking face... my sexual orientation is none of your fucking business and youre warned... oh nd ye btw IM VERY FUCKING PROUD OF BEING WHO I AM!

Whats up with people and diets, so okaaaay the summer is indeed coming and i know we all like to look pretty for the beach(only for girls who like going to the beach xD) and to look fit to sunbath and all that shit(Dean seriously i only want to look fit for u *-* ) butttt cmon no need to starve yourself xD

Whats up with all this crazyness about the pope's visit.... ffs i hope someone shoots the pope cos he is so damn annoying and stupid..... the only good thing about this is the fact that there are no classes thursday =D yeeees nooo classes!! movieeees day :P

Whats up with those kids who are total perverts O_o you kids disturb me LOADS, i mean not even I am that perverted and i wanna be a Porn Star xD ( Special one yeeee.... only for Dean xD nd Hayley Williams <.< )

"Welcome to hell cos this is where you'll die."
Epiphanies Of Nessie Volume 8

Epiphanies Of Life 7

Whats up with those girls who keep eating bananas?!?!? ye sara nd maria its totally about u :P told ya ur banana obcession wud come up in my blog again... u banana lovers(Perverts).

Whats up with getting all bitchy and stressed in exams week D= if girls had big claws nd sharp teeth, school would turn into a animal fight xD that actually sounds cool haha...

Now seriously once again whats up with those fat whores that always show up in front of us(cool people) and act like other people instead of acting like the bitch they are ... omg whats up with that make up nd the clothes ur wearing nowadays... youre trying to prove something bitch?!?!?I hope you're not because honestly ur not going anywhere with it so u should just lie nd say ur not cos u look ridiculous....

know what i hate bad parenting by fat whores.... i dont honestly think fat whores make good mums...(yes miss whore whom i talk about in the part above u wont make a gud mum ur a horrible friend already xD) and whats up with all that swearing in front of six year olds... VERY SAD!!!!!!!!!

whats up with exs that are nothing but cowards nd are begging to get punched really hard in the next few weeks.. because seriously im not gonna stay still nd ignore ur fucking dumb blond existance... im gonna take that stupid smile out of ur pretty face... I HATE YOU SO MUCH(please go die...)

Whats up with lads that kiss other people when they have a really cool girlfriend(dude come on seriously she's such a great lass (Y)) nd whats up with those same lads nd pressuring their gf's to have sex(dude get the point for once sometimes girls do NOT want to have sex) it would be appreciated if u lads stopped being twats.

Whats up with girls and blocking doing oral exams or oral apresentations x.x ( ye Nessie screwed up in French... big news!!) teachers should know girls cant talk out of the blue!!!!!

Whats up with talking about cyber crimes in english... omg BORING!!!!!!! we could talk about something more interesting like hmm............ something! =D

Last but not less important, whats up with those people who look at kids weirdly when they go buy condoms or pregnancy tests xD its actually funny hearing the mean comments but seriously we dont live in the 20th century anymore sweet old people xD

"You're burning bridges baby, burning bridges and making wishes"

Epiphanies Of Nessie Volume 7

Friends...

Because they're there when you need them the most (: and theyre special in their unique way... nd they are our support when youre falling down... so thanks Mel for spending your breaktime with me even if i cried and rambled, youre always there when i need you and you always make me feel better(Y) youre a great friend (: ly x x

L.O.V.E

So i was here thinking that maybe Deanie deserves a post in Nessie's Blog because Nessie Loves Dean very very much nd Deanie likes to give Nessie cool news like he is a tattoo artist apprentice *-* yeeeeeeeeeee girls get jealous mwahahah my lad rocks (L)

And since Deanie had a very huge huge surgery today nd made me laugh when he woke up he deserves lots nd lots of spoiling :D if he gives Nessie a bird of course!!!!!! (you better give me a puppy too..........nd a penguin!!!! ye cos i know ur reading this u stalker :P) nd im so putting a cute image in this post *-* cos my lad is cute *drools* hey Dee did i ever tell u that i like the fact ur eyes change colors *-* if i didnt im telling u now mr british from manchester who annoyingly is from manchester united that this week won... ._. very sad for Nessie cos she only found out half hour ago(you need to change football club Deanie or we both no that there wont be hot sex in our house xD jk)

Anyway I want to tell you that i'm very happy to spend the rest of my life with you *-* and that im very proud of the person u became (L) yours forever my Lad.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH