He is sensible and so incredible
And all my single friends are jealous
He says everything I need to hear and it's like
I couldn't ask for anything better
He opens up my door
and I get into his car
And he says you look beautiful tonight
And I feel perfectly fine
But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
And it's 2am and I'm cursing your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breakin' down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you
He respects my space
And never makes me wait
And he calls exactly when he says he will
He's close to my mother
Talks business with my father
He's charming and endearing
And I'm comfortable
But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
And it's 2am and I'm cursing your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breakin' down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you
He can't see the smile I'm faking
And my heart's not breaking
Cause I'm not feeling anything at all
And you were wild and crazy
Just so frustrating intoxicating
Complicated, got away by some mistake
and now I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
It's 2am and I'm cursing your name
I'm so in love that I acted insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breaking down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you oh, oh And that's the way I loved you oh, oh
Never knew I could feel that much And that's the way I loved you

Im Not Street But I Do What I Gotta Do

Soooo really.... are you that poser?! first you talked me down even though we both know all you did was so id give u a tiny bit of attention well you were WRONG in thinking i wud ever look at ur fucking face again. Seriously you wanna be the joke of town? keep going, a lot of people are laughing already(including me, im in a fit of laughter ) kid get ur own style dnt try being like someone else, the last thing i need is a ugly copy x'D

Didnt your mom teach you that being unique is being yourself? oh well apparently she didnt but even if she did why would you listen, you're a tiny spoiled brat.

Now comes the serious part, stop trying to be like me or ill fucking break your face kid... YOURE NOT ME ; YOU WILL AND CANT EVER BE ME oh nd thats right im not that big of a fuck up whore, you ruin relations, you ruin friendships, you try bringing people down, well i should warn you even after what u did you will never bring me down... watch it kid you're stepping the same ground i step everyday, im gonna make u swallow dust... you and your naive friend who tends to talk bout me in my back

POSER WHORE

It seems like the world has been falling apart

It doesnt take much when life is hard
And i've seen people suffering for less than this
But it really hurts to wait for a kiss

I've watched the stars every night

Hoping something makes it feel right

But there's no magic in this fairytale

And something tells me this plan might fail

There's no prince and princess in this story

There's kings and queens in all their glory

And there's a time when all fades to black

When every unpleasant word sounds like an attack

And after everything we've seen

We still find out that wonderland is real...

This love is bittersweet. It's always incomplete.

Right now your killing me because everything that you say, and every time that you stay, I see that now you have changed and I'm the one that you blame

When the night, turns to day I know that people change but you just stay the same.

You would swear, On your grave, That you would never become exactly what you hate...

You stand a little too tall

Say a little too much

You're gonna bite that know-it-all tongue

You tried a little too hard

Now I'm calling that bluff

Big plans are coming undone

That's just typical

You're so cynical

Couldn't have me

I didn't want you...

Have I been too busy to notest that you haven't been around

Maybe too busy to notest i've been missing your smile...

What happen to the times when we had talks till 4 am

When you told me stuff i could never forget

And I've been wondering now that i've notest you're gone

What happen to the times when we were everything to each other

when we always knew what was wrong and how to fix the little problems

And I would still trade everything i own just to see you smile

I'd do anything for you even if i had to walk a thousand miles

And i know you're life is too busy for me now

but i still hope you'll remember me somehow...

You Haven't Been Forgotten, Maybe Ignored...

Always Ace Of Spades (L)

You'll Be My Romeo, I'll Be Your Juliet...

Some things don't always go right but that was never a reason to give up nd hopefully it never will and being apart from you all these hours made me understand why i never let you go...
And ive been missing your voice, your laugh and let me tell you that ive never stopped having the butterflies you cause and you've been more than my boyfriend but also my best friend and sometimes im wrong when i say u make too many mistakes maybe im the one that makes the mistakes on trying to be too perfect when in reality i cant ever achieve that.
You turn my days into something i cant ever get sick of and to be honest ur more addictive than any drug... i might be too proud to admit i cant live without you but in fact i cant and believe me for 10 minutes i tried and failed miserably...
You make my life so much better and you make me so much happier, you're the one who turns my frown into a smile, and when im crying youre the one that makes me laugh... Im proud to have you and happy to being able to keep something so special with you like the relation we have... and we're very different indeed but you complete me something that a few years ago i never thought i'd have: my other half <3
And I've been dieing for a smile, something i hope i can have...

You'll Be My Romeo, I'll Be Your Juliet...

Epiphanies Of Life 9

So been to the cinema today with my best friend Maria and we were wondering what the fuck is up with kids who laugh at words like "penis" wtf mate i know your hormones are jumping up nd down but if ur problem is lack of sex you have good solutions for that... quit annoying people who r trying to see a romantic depressing film... assholes

Whats up with sexual orientation descrimination... just because the film talks about gay people its set to older than 16??? wtf... fucking homophobes... it leaves me seriously PISSED OFF!!! ye ye Maria i had to talk xD those bastards.

Whats up with boyfriends(and husbands) and staying in bed all day!!!!!!! get those asses up from bed nd go for a nature walk xD

Whats up with young people nd staring weirdly( yeeee Maria nd I are xenophobes we dnt like young people xD ) nd omg why was the girl in pink such a whore.... very very sad( if i were you id get a better bra LMAO)

Dont you just find adorable seeing couples that you know at ages and theyre still together nd planning to get married (: i wish you good luck Andreia nd whatever ur bf is called...

Holidays.... THE BIGGEST PROBLEM for girls... what to do!??!? three words for u all GET A JOB....(already working on it xD haha just because people from the scene are more awesome than normal people...BORING)

"I'm a Ninja Of The Dancefloor"

Epiphanies Of Nessie Volume 9

Broken Hearted By Eighteen Visions

I need a beginning again
I want to feel how I used to feel
When everything was in the palm of my hand
And you were here with me

[Chorus]
Ya know I just don't get it
Ya know I really don't get it all
That you would leave so sudden
Well did you know you would leave me all alone?
I think we've fallen apart
I don't know where I should start
You left me here to be broken hearted

Some days I wonder where I would be
Cos I don't think it was wasted time
I always thought you'd be waiting for me
And now I'm facing the world alone

[Chorus]
Ya know I just don't get it
Ya know I really don't get it all
That you would leave so sudden
Well did you know you would leave me all alone?
I think we've fallen apart
I don't know where I should start
You left me here to be broken hearted

I wonder what you are doing today
I wonder if you could've ever changed
I wonder if you still think of me, the way it was, the way that it used to be
I need a beginning again
I think we've fallen apart
I don't know where I should start
You left me here to be broken hearted...

Epiphanies Of Life 8

So two posts today, this is the first.. ye i know more epiphanies xD very very sad...

Whats up with people and following others around... seriously some people just dont need to be followed around, its actually very sad when someone that is your friend walks around with other friend but that friend is someone who steals friends away... very very sad but thats up to you girly (:

Whats up with people that are actually super super cool but act like total twats(ye i know people like that xD like loads of people but hey thats cool) but seriously stop acting like that... everyone needs to see how such a great person you actually are (Y)

Okayyyyy whats up with people and spreading rumors, so ye some actually are true but its such a ugly thing to do( ye you fucking bitch im talking bout the stuff you spread about my personal life, get a fucking life and leave mine alone) i dont enjoy having new friends asking me out of the blue things about my sexual orientation just because you spread some rumors, youre just lucky im too busy to fucking punch ur ugly face but when i have free time ill be sure to leave the mark of my fist in your fucking face... my sexual orientation is none of your fucking business and youre warned... oh nd ye btw IM VERY FUCKING PROUD OF BEING WHO I AM!

Whats up with people and diets, so okaaaay the summer is indeed coming and i know we all like to look pretty for the beach(only for girls who like going to the beach xD) and to look fit to sunbath and all that shit(Dean seriously i only want to look fit for u *-* ) butttt cmon no need to starve yourself xD

Whats up with all this crazyness about the pope's visit.... ffs i hope someone shoots the pope cos he is so damn annoying and stupid..... the only good thing about this is the fact that there are no classes thursday =D yeeees nooo classes!! movieeees day :P

Whats up with those kids who are total perverts O_o you kids disturb me LOADS, i mean not even I am that perverted and i wanna be a Porn Star xD ( Special one yeeee.... only for Dean xD nd Hayley Williams <.< )

"Welcome to hell cos this is where you'll die."
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Epiphanies Of Life 7

Whats up with those girls who keep eating bananas?!?!? ye sara nd maria its totally about u :P told ya ur banana obcession wud come up in my blog again... u banana lovers(Perverts).

Whats up with getting all bitchy and stressed in exams week D= if girls had big claws nd sharp teeth, school would turn into a animal fight xD that actually sounds cool haha...

Now seriously once again whats up with those fat whores that always show up in front of us(cool people) and act like other people instead of acting like the bitch they are ... omg whats up with that make up nd the clothes ur wearing nowadays... youre trying to prove something bitch?!?!?I hope you're not because honestly ur not going anywhere with it so u should just lie nd say ur not cos u look ridiculous....

know what i hate bad parenting by fat whores.... i dont honestly think fat whores make good mums...(yes miss whore whom i talk about in the part above u wont make a gud mum ur a horrible friend already xD) and whats up with all that swearing in front of six year olds... VERY SAD!!!!!!!!!

whats up with exs that are nothing but cowards nd are begging to get punched really hard in the next few weeks.. because seriously im not gonna stay still nd ignore ur fucking dumb blond existance... im gonna take that stupid smile out of ur pretty face... I HATE YOU SO MUCH(please go die...)

Whats up with lads that kiss other people when they have a really cool girlfriend(dude come on seriously she's such a great lass (Y)) nd whats up with those same lads nd pressuring their gf's to have sex(dude get the point for once sometimes girls do NOT want to have sex) it would be appreciated if u lads stopped being twats.

Whats up with girls and blocking doing oral exams or oral apresentations x.x ( ye Nessie screwed up in French... big news!!) teachers should know girls cant talk out of the blue!!!!!

Whats up with talking about cyber crimes in english... omg BORING!!!!!!! we could talk about something more interesting like hmm............ something! =D

Last but not less important, whats up with those people who look at kids weirdly when they go buy condoms or pregnancy tests xD its actually funny hearing the mean comments but seriously we dont live in the 20th century anymore sweet old people xD

"You're burning bridges baby, burning bridges and making wishes"

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Friends...

Because they're there when you need them the most (: and theyre special in their unique way... nd they are our support when youre falling down... so thanks Mel for spending your breaktime with me even if i cried and rambled, youre always there when i need you and you always make me feel better(Y) youre a great friend (: ly x x

L.O.V.E

So i was here thinking that maybe Deanie deserves a post in Nessie's Blog because Nessie Loves Dean very very much nd Deanie likes to give Nessie cool news like he is a tattoo artist apprentice *-* yeeeeeeeeeee girls get jealous mwahahah my lad rocks (L)

And since Deanie had a very huge huge surgery today nd made me laugh when he woke up he deserves lots nd lots of spoiling :D if he gives Nessie a bird of course!!!!!! (you better give me a puppy too..........nd a penguin!!!! ye cos i know ur reading this u stalker :P) nd im so putting a cute image in this post *-* cos my lad is cute *drools* hey Dee did i ever tell u that i like the fact ur eyes change colors *-* if i didnt im telling u now mr british from manchester who annoyingly is from manchester united that this week won... ._. very sad for Nessie cos she only found out half hour ago(you need to change football club Deanie or we both no that there wont be hot sex in our house xD jk)

Anyway I want to tell you that i'm very happy to spend the rest of my life with you *-* and that im very proud of the person u became (L) yours forever my Lad.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

Epiphanies Of Life 6

Okay Whats up with phones on a sunday night, do they all go wacko or its just mine?!?! maybe its cos i throw it at the wall too much...stupid phone revenge, but i shall not give up on this fight between u nd me phone... ur going down!!!!!!

I know its none of my business but whats up with girls that fuck every lad they see nd meet in parties nd all that and what the hell is a sex party :S(I am not naive, im just not that much of a whore) dont girls value themselves anymore?!?! it creeps me out a little bit because people should have sex no scratch that word out people should only MAKE LOVE with the boy or girl they love(believe me i am not old fashioned i am just right in the head sometimes...)

Anyway whats up with outside PE classes D= they suck cos its either too hot or too cold and im giving up on those kind of classes cos its horrible nd every girl knows the sun ruins a lot of our posture nd composure...

You know when you need to study for something cos u av a exam on monday... well i tried really but french doesnt get in my head...still i finally..FINALLY finished my french work after months of doing nd redoing it soooooooo loads of golden stars for me :D

Whats up with people and football.... okay so i do likeeeeeee football a little bit too much but hey i hope i do not end up like my mum who asks me 5 in 5 minutes hows the result nd everytime i say her football club is winning she screams nd calls her friends and they all ramble about how great they are O_o ill spare my kids dignity...at least that xD

Whats up with kids who are only your friends when they need something =S amazing how they remember its their birthday one week nd come to you ask for a present nd the next week when its your birthday they dnt even remember... its actually sad but two words for those kids if they ever come to me again: FUCK OFF

Whats up with obese people.... its so hmm problematic, you can like maybeeeeee(i dont wanna hurt ur feelings) but u cud maybe look for a nutritionist or a hmm plastic surgeon because i mean its super unhealthy nd really i dnt think you wanna die at 40...

Omg Whats up with those disgusting caterpillars i mean its so fucking disgusting nd then turns into a pretty butterfly *-* sooo disgusting--->butterfly and butterfly fucks other butterfly nd there we go loads of disgusting crawling bugs...i mean have u looked at that...it creeps me out i am honestly scared of those things....if they didnt turn into pretty things id say kill them all.... freaky bugs..... eww

Dont You just love birds *-* i mean all birds except those creepy owl ones... whats up with those ugly birds O_o they need a makeover ASAP so anyway if ur reading this nd u wanna be a nice (: pleaseeee buy Nessie a bird =D

So this week has been a bit complicated nd i just wanna maybe remind u there are lot of links u can check out in the right side of my blog in case you have a problem or want to help a non profit organization... so today im adding one more bout suicide prevention,awareness nd support so check it out if u need or if u wanna learn bout it

Epiphanies Of Nessie Volume 6

Trust...

Love Is Made By Trusting Your Significant Other... Among Other Things ='[

Apologies...

I hurt someone today... someone that means the world to me and is my only reason to keep on everyday and i have no other way to apologize to him besides the obvious sorry's i already told him, not only did i realize i need emotional help(first step of recovery is admitting you have a problem) i also realized it hurts more to hurt the boy i love than hurting myself.

I never talk to anyone about what goes on inside my head most of the times and honestly i dont think anyone wants to know because the first look they get inside my thoughts they'll most likely burst out crying. My biggest problem is my pride and to get over that takes a lot of shit... i make mistakes nd keep them to myself obviously, i know too many things and hold on to them for too many time..i try to run away but my body wont let me, sometimes i try to cry but i cant... my head is a mess most of the time and half of the time when you think im listening maybe im not...I dont mean to hurt you, i never want to hurt you... and if there is a possible way to make you happy nd apologize for all the times i broke down nd brought you down with me that has to be taking care of myself something i'll learn to do over the time im in recovery. I tried so hard to make everyone else smile that i forgot how to smile and i know how bad that hurts you... there is life in me and deep deep down im still your Nessie,happy with a bubbly personality, i just need to find myself again... and there are "bruises" i cant ever erase and im sorry that you have to see it and if I havent yet apologized 50 times i should do it now, im sure at least 20 i already did...

Dean,This One Is For You, Thanks For Never Giving Up On Me...

Epiphanies Of Life 5

Whats up with homophobic people... i honestly cant take any more bitter comments to the gay/lesbian/bisexual nd transgender society , were all equal, we all have the same rights so honestly please tell me when was liking someone from the same gender wrong you twats! Gay people deserve to get married nd have kids, they deserve to live in a good and accepting society(which apparently we dont have!) and whats up with you extreme right assholes and always ruining the gay/lesbian/bisexual/transgender fight for their rights... i dont see anyone ruin your fucking meetings...xenophobic bastards. If i could have a magic wish, i'd wish for people to accept the gay society because they're really amazing people and i love them to bits (: Gay Pride Forever (Y)

Ever had one of those days when the people who distract you from having sad feelings are all gone and you have no reasons to smile and you just wanna cry when suddenly you see ex friends and wish sometimes you could join them nd be with them but cant because there is someone in their group who doesnt really talk to you anymore... i dont regret any of my life choices and im not running away but today i got sure of how bad i wanted to go to another school, its what happens when everyone else that keeps you from falling are gone... Makes you wanna start all over again and i think the change will make me good (Y)

I had a interesting day even thought it was a bit sad it still had its high bits , my class had a debate with someone from the immigrant nd intercultural support and it was actually interesting, i got to learn a few things i didnt know about and did you know that if you're part of the european union you can just come into another european union country nd ur not considered an immigrant? all u need is to find a work nd do the normal paper work people from that country do... i didnt know that nd its actually interesting( Deanie blame uk for getting out of the EU :P we'll still make it possible baby) and did you know that after all chinese people arent really more than the portuguese population :O thats actually shocking cos it so looks like they are... There is 4 million portugueses outside of our country which left us with another 10 million to annoy =P anyway enough of strange facts...

Whats up with people that take their phones to the beach... it will die most likely when water kills it xD i think you should either start leaving in ur beach bag or just dont take it at all because if it keeps on till the end of summer, phone shops will get pretty rich...

Whats up with girls that are afraid to talk about sex and ask questions bout it( ye am totally talking bout me O_o) i have no idea why am i so shy about it but im gonna blame my mum for never talking bout sex with me(seriously mum im 17 xD) at least i know about sex unlike girls that dont O_O but honestly "parents" you need to start talking to your kids about it when they reach a certain age or they will most likely never fuck anyone... or turn into bondage porn stars xP...

Whats up with boys that are total twats and treat girls like trash, honestly whats up with that lads?!? are you fucking stupid... no one will ever stay with u for life if you keep like that... soft violence should be only used in bed ;) so stop being such twats nd treat your girl's like princesses because thats what all girls are!!!!!!!

Whats wrong with those fake bitches that never ever ever shut up!?!?! you all look like a fucking CD repeating over nd over... say it once and SHUT THE FUCK UP no one is interested in your dumb thoughts so dont share it(please do that for the sake of society) oh ye and if you ever get the chance to see how fake you really are, if i were you id punch myself(But hard ok, no soft punching, or ill be very glad to give u a second punch if u need it)

Anyway to finish... (cos my husband is impatient about reading this xD) i'll leave you with some websites to check if you wanna help in the fight for gay rights or have questions about ur sexual orientation.

http://www.ilga-portugal.pt/ilga/index.php -> gay/lesbian/bi/transgender intervention in portugal

http://www.jovemgay.com/ -> gay/lesbian/bi/transgender adults and teenagers support

http://www.min-saude.pt/portal/conteudos/linhas/contactos+de+apoio/sexualidade.htm -> gives you information and support and helps in any doubts you might have about sexual orientation, contraceptions,pregnancy, STD's and sexual violence(please fight against sexual violence, its a crime so if youre a victim or suspect someone is, make sure you call the autorities)

Any other doubts and questions about sexual orientation stuff and gay rights don't hesitate to ask (Y)

Epiphanies Of Nessie Volume 5

Love146

"The number pinned to her dress was 146..."
In 2002, the co-founders of Love 146 travelled to South East Asia on an exploratory trip to determine how they could serve in the fight against child sex trafficking. In one experience, a couple of the co-founders were taken undercover with investigators to a brothel, where they witnessed children being sold for sex. This was their experience.

This Is the story of the girl who gave name to the organization told by the president of Love146 and shared by me to you all. So After reading this please check out the website and find out more, the link is already in the things you should check out on the right side of my blog page.

"We found ourselves standing shoulder to shoulder with predators in a small room, looking at little girls through a pane of glass. All of the girls wore red dresses with a number pinned to their dress for identification. They sat, blankly watching cartoons on TV. They were vacant, shells of what a child should be. There was no light in their eyes, no life left. Their light had been taken from them. These children...raped each night... seven, ten, fifteen times every night. They were so young. Thirteen, eleven… it was hard to tell. Sorrow covered their faces with nothingness. Except one girl. One girl who wouldn’t watch the cartoons. Her number was 146. She was looking beyond the glass. She was staring out at us, with a piercing gaze. There was still fight left in her eyes. There was still life left in this girl...

"...All of these emotions begin to wreck you. Break you. It is agony. It is aching. It is grief. It is sorrow. The reaction is intuitive, instinctive. It is visceral. It releases a wailing cry inside of you. It elicits gut-level indignation. It is unbearable. I remember wanting to break through the glass. To take her away from that place. To scoop up as many of them as I could into my arms. To take all of them away. I wanted to break through the glass to tell her to keep fighting. To not give up. To tell her that we were coming for her…"“Because we went in as part of an ongoing, undercover investigation on this particular brothel, we were unable to immediately respond. Evidence had to be collected in order to bring about a raid, and eventually justice on those running the brothel. It is an immensely difficult problem when an immediate response cannot address an emergency. Some time later, there was a raid on this brothel and children were rescued. But the girl who wore #146 was no longer there. We do not know what happened to her, but we will never forget her. She changed the course of all of our lives." -Rob Morris, President and Co-founder
"We have taken her number so that we remember why this all started. So that we must tell her story. It is a number that was pinned to one girl, but that represents the millions enslaved. We wear her number with honor, with sorrow, and with a growing hope. Her story can be a different one for so many more."

You Can make a difference if you help (Y) dont hesitate to ask me about anything you didnt understand... Peace

xx Nessie xx

Epiphanies Of Life 4

Okay Whats up with girls that we all know and that are total bitches and only care about themselves and just to win everyone's love when someone starts crying they go near us and say "im here if you ever need to talk" omg whats up with thatttttt whore(darling we all know everything you do or say is more rehearsed and acted than real, actually i dont even think you're a real person sometimes) but honestly whats up with that, you talk bad about everyone in their backs and then you pretend you're oh so nice well dear i got two words for you... FUCK OFF!

Whats up with divorces, i mean if you know you dont wanna stay together forever or youre not sure of your feelings why marry!? i mean you can like live together and if you ever break up you dont have to pass for the huge work that is to sign papers nd go to court... its actually very sad to see someone divorce, thankfully i wont ever divorce my perfect husband *-*

Dont you just love when suddenly teachers decide that instead of giving a theorical class we should do a group work... its really amazing the only thing that sucks is that i dont understand a thing of what geography teachers want xD

Whats up with parents and deciding things for us that we dont even want, actually whats up with parents... i wudnt no, i am not a mom...

i would let my kids get a form of art in their body thought and i wouldnt make them go anywhere they dont want to go after theyre 16 years old, its honestly sad...

Honestly whats up with siblings...theyre honestly the bigger twats ive ever known, sometimes you just wanna chop them to bits grrrr -.-''

Epiphanies Of Nessie Volume 4

Epiphanies Of Life 3

I think the world should know that acrobatics isn't for everyone, what's up with people that think they know what they're doing and then they place themselves right on top of where your kidney's are, in case you already had a horrible kidney pain(like me) and that might be a very good idea....

Once again whats up with those girls who are total posers and wannabe's, im getting a bit sick of the situation and oh my god didnt u use to be super super fat, i'll give it till summer so you start feeding on cakes and candies again... I dont think you'll make it till september with all that disgusting fatness(maybe you should go to a gym) ye by the way you're not me so quit trying... it's making you look really stupid in the eyes of the good part of society.

I've came across a funny situation the other day, might have been monday while i was enjoying my lunch time with my good friend Tania and what she told me left me a bit intrigued... Whats up with those girls who used to hang out with you when they had no lad but now that they do they make bitter remarks and hang out with the "cool" people who av lads... I have a boyfriend and i dont remember ignoring my friends that dont but oh well must be a thing that only some dumb 18 year old girls do, thats what happens when you're not smart...

Whats up with 21st century english classes? doesnt the world have any good teachers to teach us something that i havent heard yet. English classes are like the most horrible thing to have in a sunny 30ºC morning, Maybe we should start having educational classes outside.

I've been thinking a lot about this... Whats up with those slutty girls who kiss or try to shag a lad that already is engaged or dating other lass... can't they look for other lad to fuck with... maybe my lad is indeed impossible to resist but pleaseeee BACK OFF!!! that's a order not a request, first time i see any of your fucking ugly slutty faces, i'll get you six feet under...

Whats up with lads and not giving importance to virginity...That sucks mate, girls get weird about it...

Whats up with girls and eating bananas this month(Yesss girls i told u at lunch id write about ur new banana obcession) maybe you should try eating cucumbers.... ya know has almost the same shape as a cock too xD

Epiphanies Of Nessie Volume 3

Epiphanies Of Life 2

Okay what's up with those whores you know that keep saying Yay nd pretending to be who they're not nd using that disgusting baby voice of theirs( Pleeeeeeease shoot yourself) nd stop stealing other people's friends and boyfriends, i already knew you were a slut but you shouldnt get new victims to annoy kid maybe you should think of getting ur own life instead of stealing the others life... believe me just because i dont open my mouth to ruin ur fake reputation doesnt mean i wont fucking punch you during break time one day, you killed the sun today with All that fake sweetness(ye btw quit that baby voice it got me deaf with all those high decibels you give it) You make a beautiful sunny day into a very UGLY storm... Ah yes almost forgot PLEASE GET THAT MENTAL HEALTH CHECKED LASS YOU'RE FUCKING CRAZY...

French Can be a very hot and sexual/romantic language but when you had classes for months you start getting a bit tired of it, i mean ye its cool but whats up with all that grammar rules and all those crazy things you have to add so sentences actually make sense... it drives me mad

Whats The matter with kids that spend their life making fun of the others, i mean not everyone is perfect and i'll be the first nd hopefully not the last to admit i am very very very far from perfect but hey at least im original and unique but i dont need people picking on me i already do that all the time so why cant kids be nice to other kids because the situation my class is currently in isnt a pretty situation...

The weather is killing me im afraid to melt one of these afternoons, luckily thursday its gonna rain to satisfy all my dreams...

Isn't it the most amazing thing when you can say your relation with your lad is actually working and you can actually start planning ur future life together... 9 months that took my breath away, 9 months that made me grow up and be a better person, 9 months that made me become the happiest lass alive... 9 months for which i have to thank you for Dean... you are and will always be the perfect lad for me, I Love You

Anyway who would know that you really learn something new everyday, as i learned today with my friend Joana you can indeed eat melted ice creams instead of throwing them to the trash... why not use a straw!! :D

Check It Out ---> http://crepusculoportugal.blogs.sapo.pt/ Go read my friend Joana's blog about twilight... Thats an Order!!!!

Epiphanies Of Nessie Volume 2

Epiphanies Of Life

You Know when you have the weirdest and most bad feeling in the world... well apparently half of what you feel is nothing but waste of time.

Anyway, Some people just never know they're place, some people will never be able to have their own personality without using the others ideas... shall we call that lack of creativity... lately in the past few weeks ive came across persons that used to be part of my life trying to be me maybe i should wear a card saying "Dont Copy" or might just start paying to have my copyright xD.

What's up with those kids you used to know and that you helped when they needed and now everytime they pass thru you they give u evil looks( yes because im very scared of your evil looks)if they have anything to say why not come up and tell... it looks like im back in first grade its either evil looks or hitting the other person which will never happen. But PLEASE quit passing thru me and looking at me like ur the meanest person in school( You're Not... But I Am) i dont give a fuck about your fucking existance... so GET LOST or die, im very sick of your presence in school.

I Never understand whats wrong with girls with a little bit of weight( yes a little bit not a lot), you know lads still like you if you're pretty doesnt matter how much you weight.. i learned that with my boyfriend not that i am fat because im not but well it always sounds nice hearing something like that.

Last but not least WHAT THE FUCK is this new girls obcession with high heels... ffs you kids are fucking 13 nd 14 years old what you need is to grow up not wear high heels... oh nd ye btw stop being such whores its starting to disgust me how much skin you show on a day basis...

Epiphanies Of Nessie Volume 1

"That's What You Get When You Let Your Heart Win"

Heartbroken...

Its one of those days where you wish your life would go back to what it was about 7 or 8 years ago where nothing really mattered, you didnt have to worry about the love of your life being ill or that you need to plan your future very soon.
I've been thinking about writting a new story but this time without being a fan fic, maybe a original story, maybe someone's life seen by my point of view so the others can av a "taste" of someone else's interesting life through a bunch of scribbled pages.

There's not much to do on a wednesday afternoon, not much to say either... not really in the mood but i'll leave you with some cool links to check out x x

http://www.paramore.net/ -> If you like paramore as much as i do (Y)

http://www.mibba.com/-> Stories: For those who want to get started in the world of posting stories, sign up nd read or post ur own stories

http://www.quizilla.com/-> Somewhere where you can do interesting quizzes or read stories

To Write Love On Her Arms

Today Im Gonna Talk About a Non profit movement called "To Write Love On Her Arms" dedicated to presenting hope and finding help for people struggling with depression, addiction, self-injury and suicide. TWLOHA exists to encourage, inform, inspire and also invests directly into treatment and recovery.

Even tho TWLOHA serves as a bridge to help, If you think you need help and cant keep on tell your family or your friends, Im Sure they will be glad to help when you're in need.

If You Wanna Get Involved to help other people or just need help, the link to their website is on the right side of my blog page in the "things you should check" section.

• The vision is that community and hope and help would replace secrets and silence


• The vision is people putting down guns and blades and bottles


• The vision is that we can reduce the suicide rate


• The vision is that we would learn what it means to love our friends, and that we would love ourselves enough to get the help we need.


• The vision is better endings. The vision is the restoration of broken families and broken relationships. The vision is people finding life, finding freedom, finding love. The vision is graduation, a Super Bowl, a wedding, a child, a sunrise. The vision is people becoming incredible parents, people breaking cycles, making changes.


• The vision is the possibility that your best days are ahead.


• The vision is the possibility that we're more loved than we'll ever know


• The vision is hope, and hope is real

You are not alone, and this is not the end of your story.

[This One Is Dedicated To My Husband For Being My Constant Support And For Always Helping Me Find Strenght To Keep On Living]

The Scene Aesthetic

Bem hoje vou partilhar com voces uma das minhas bandas favoritas.

A música deles é acoustic/Indie/pop e eles sao de Seattle, e acho que neste momento estão em tour com os Owl City(banda conhecida pelo seu single fireflies)

Anyway Espero Que gostem tanto como eu :)

http://www.myspace.com/thesceneaesthetic

Welcome =D

Ello!! Bem, é a minha primeira entrada :) devo desde ja dizer que criei este blogue para partilhar todo o tipo de coisas com as pessoas: desde curiosidades, a novas bandas e outras coisas ^^ Anyway espero que gostem x x x

NessinhaROMANCE